my cold finger tips

I thought about something. Spoke with someone and the question of why aren't you with anyone came up. I said I could never find someone where the feelings were mutual. I saw that I'm not like everyone. If I'm to be alone, that's ok. It just came out my mouth so easy. Felt cold for a second. I can't even explain the feeling. Why, why need. I feel like a robot who knows his own system and realizes its inevitable. Have I become to realistic and begun to lose true human nature... the gift?



I see so many channels. So many ways of looking at it. The love is there, the love can become, the love aint for all. lol Hush now. I'm not worried about "rules" or games to hold on control. Then again, humans are weak creatures, smart, fascinating creatures non the less. What bothers me? Trusting them. How flimsy they are, fragile, selfish, and how quickly they change. Disgusting. Change the channel.

Maybe I shouldn't of gotten open tip gloves.