Evenings

So I put on the fire place the other day. I was ok, made some tea and just sat down. I thought about school, ignored the job, and my next move. I had an evening in town the other day and thought about it too. "Blue and Green" by Miles Davis playing in the back ground, with me laying in bed. Staring at the ceiling. When I was younger I'd look out the window wondering what was out there. I stopped when I found out it was nothing. I read somewhere that I shouldn't look at the world as it is, yet what it can be. My decisions turn my destiny. I giggle at times, jee weez, and wow. I just want to stay in my warm bed. I just want to stay here and sleep it away. Close my eyes for a second, without feeling anything. Let go. The warrior within in its deep slumber. Gain your rest my friend, Earth waits for no one.
I like how fireflies form. So small yet burn so bright. I'm cheesy.