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I can't seem to remember, when I came to Earth, was I scared? I've always been optimistic, especially when it came to "love". I'd always say "In time" and "when the right one comes, I'll know". I had visions of what the perfect love would be. How life could actually be beautiful. I've always been hesitant though, growing affections and "feelings". I'd let something in my mind out, knowing of course they wouldn't want to hear it all. I'd feel alone cause I'd always see the world different. I feel content knowing if I were to be alone for the rest of my life, that would be OK. Its interesting to see how humans behave. How lust and relativity can lay heavy on their hearts. A simple word can conflict so much in ones mind. An image can burn into ones eyes. A repetitive feeling of up and down, how they still continue. How angry, sick, and confused. I believe affection grows. Its fascinating to believe theirs someone out there. To believe that I can hold on to someone in this world I didn't create and know little of. If not, I'm not afraid. For I came alone and will go alone, as the Earth continues. Of course its taboo to talk about it, continue in your little world, that's what we do best. -Mahad